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I went to a climbing gym last week. People in the kind of shape I’m in know what it feels like to go climbing after not having done anything nearly so physically demanding in a long, long time. I haven’t been that sore in a long time, but it was such a good feeling! The feeling of being alive, having done something really difficult but pushing yourself more than you have in a while, having used every muscle in your body, and getting to rest and recover. It’s perfect situation for rest, and it has never felt better to go to sleep at the end of the day.

A flower’s gotta push through the ground to bloom. If you don’t push yourself at all, you will remain un-blooming and probably get tired of the dirt and never appreciate the light of day.

I don’t want my life with Jesus to look like a seed / seedling, full of life, but stuck underground. I think we get this incredible gift of life, and then with it we grow because of it, and we sometimes we have to push pretty hard as part of the process. It’s not that the gift of life isn’t strong enough to sustain itself, it’s that this life is all about relationship with Jesus, and He wants to pull us up as well as have us climb up. Push and pull. Give and take. Hold and chase.

Communion with God: Enjoying His presence, and when I don’t feel it, to do whatever it takes to get back into His presence. Yes, God never leaves us nor forsakes us, but He also leads us. In His divine wisdom sometimes He makes us get up and go after Him. Perhaps if He always just came to us where we are we would never leave our chairs, and never get out of ruts, and never grow, and never get exercise, and never feel or experience the life that we do indeed have. God is moved when we move.

So, feeling the need to push through things, to climb higher, to grow, to be with Jesus, I’m gonna get a little sore now and then. It’s so great that God gives us rest and nourishment and refreshment at any time. Then I will be ready to climb some more.

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