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Simplicity. It’s not easy, but it’s simple. I love that.

All or nothing, and it’s becoming all. That is so exciting.

I am tired, but just from the footmen. How will I contend with horses? They are coming.

I am weak, yep.

God is strong, yep.

God’s love is brutal. He loves me even when I don’t love Him. Amazingly unfair. I react to that, and what follows is what people call Christianity.

God is good. So good. He loves me. That is unchangeable.  He is sovereign. He won’t let go of me. God is so good!

My mind is blown trying to think about it. Creator of the universe, and He minds me.

Unfathomable. Yet approachable. Thank you Jesus.

I am being drawn closer. And I am drawing closer. He is relentless. Fantastically relentless.

God is so excited for my most boring days. There’s a perspective shift.

God can heal my vision. Both my literal eye sight and my poor way of seeing things.

God provides. It’s true. Look at the birds.

He knocked and I let Him in.

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